what was that i called my world.
what is this you call your life?
different planets, different truths,
different language, different laws.
i walked the walk.
i talked the talk.
i understood the plan
the goal.
i did my job
the best i could
and accepted my punishment
brave
when i messed up.
hate
i could
trust
no one, no way.
everyone is suspect
everyone but family
my enemy.
you've no idea of what i've done.
of what i know.
so beyond you near sighted
humans
is where i have lived,
what i have known.
caught in another world.
now you see me,
now you don't.
SCREAMING,
leave me alone
crying!
i am lost.
somewhere between then
and this place i wonder if it's now.
i am lost.
now you see me,
now you don't.